as of typing this. i've been around for about 23, nearly 24 years. and i've seen some shit. the brain and body are totally different from person to person. and are never the same either, some might be similar. but most of us are indeed different from one and other 

with that being said. i have discovered in my time some illnesses i myself have concerning my own brain. there is pros and many cons i know about myself. and cause of that. i've shut myself off from society. anyway. get this

i apparently seem to have/

-OCD (i have spurts of lack of self care. or the total opposite depending on situation and how others treat me, it seems like i'm never good enough for anyone)

-Anger Issues (i have been known to go off my rocker due to other's apathy and what seems like contempt for me as a person. as said above. i do it mainly verbally. although i have indeed punched and kicked a few times. i regret that above all else)

-Possible Paranoid Schizophrenia / Telpathy??? (as of late. i keep hearing a voice telling me of impending doom in my own head, that i am going to die soon. i do not trust anyone either or especially that voice. what i know is that this all began when i tried to commune with a women i feel in love with after being separated from her for 15 years then finding her again on the internet)

am i just lonely? going insane or was i always like this???

i will focus this into something positive. and am writing this right now incase anyone else becomes like me. i would not wish this upon my worst enemies. unless it's actually a people doing this to me. and it does indeed seem like it is. i'm not stupid and can read between lines

and how do i know all this about myself? it's cause i am and always have been what i can only call "self aware". built different? i see the world differently from everyone else and always have. it's like i am disconnected from the hive mind or something. part of me wants to go back to society. but a gigantic part won't because i know deep down that loads of people (not everyone) are full of shit, and are out to fuck eachother over, have no sympathy for anyone and will quite happily ruin others. it makes me sick

my mum knew it aswell and told me once. but she bottled it up. life is about evolution. so with me as a being. i'm getting this out there on the chance, it'll help at least someone

i've also been alone for quite a few years. so it could be that

the key to fixing all this. if you yourself find yourself where i am. is to focus the pain into something constructive. do something like  watching a movie. playing a video game. working out or training. 

that will make you focus on something else and should eliminate most symptoms.  i have listed/described

also. i'm sorry if i come off as insane. but i really do feel like this

Jetstream Sam is the Main Protagonist of MGRR ?

credit goes to AnamGGSS for explaining this and blowing my mind in the process




Ill begin by talking about Raiden's role. Jack's part in MGR is pretty straight forward. MGR shows us the reawakening of Jack's true nature, what he was he grew up, a cold blooded killer. If you review previous Metal Gear footage, after the fall of the Patriots, and after Snake defeated Liquid (Which was one of the best boss fights tbh), Jack just wanted to live with Rose and his son, just like nothing happened (He also sort of stated this before the Monsoon battle). He joined Maverick to help rebuild the damage done during the war. Until one unexpected event happened. A sudden attack at Africa, exactly where the Prime Minister is, to drive attention to war. And no one else but Armstrong is behind this. He wanted to have a war to "cleanse" the false image of freedom that the people see, to "jumpstart the economy", to "End pointless wars", to make war "a business", most of which I see is true, he wanted to do those, but his methods are wrong. Maverick investigated the matter and thus let Jack do the job. When N'mani was kidnapped, after taking down the Ray he goes after Sundowner, which then kills and leaves Jack to Sam.
And we all know what happened after that. His true nature was awakened later in the game and he took down World Marshall. Now's the interesting part. Jetstream Sam's part in the game. I'm going to begin by telling a bit of background about Sam, and then his DLC, and then the main part of the game. So starting off, after recent events of his life, he decided to be a vigilante and take down all criminal groups he comes by. He then realizes that what he's doing isn't useful at all for a new criminal group always replaces the previous one. So he now had no idea why he fights, his only reason because that's the only way to live that he can manage. So he comes upon World Marshall, he decides to "Join" them so he will have a reason to fight. Then after going through a few tests World Marshall arranged for him, Armstrong calls Sam and tells him to go to the very top of World Marshall Headquarters for his "Final Interview". When Sam gets there, he discovers that his "final interview" was a one on one battle with Armstrong, if he can take Armstrong down he's hired. As Armstrong gathers his nanomachines, Sam literally just smiles and claps, enjoying the explosions. And then they fight, Sam manages to take Armstrong down, so Armstrong tells him that he's accepted. But knowing the real plan of World Marshall, Sam attempts to kill Armstrong, first attempting to amputate Armstrong's arm. Armstrong blocks most of his attacks but Sam manages to cut of Armstrong's arm, but what he didn't know was that the remaining part of the Senator's arm had a sharp edge, so Armstrong concentrates the nanomachines there and stab's Sam's arm, heavily damaging it, and that's the reason why Sam has an artificial arm. He then "accepts" Armstrong's offer and "join's" World Marshall.Take note that all this has happened before Jack encountered Sam on the train. Now for the climax of the story, the reason why Jetstream Sam IS the main character of MGR. Before this, take note, SAM NEVER TRULY JOINED AND COOPERATED WITH WORLD MARSHALL.

he encounter's Jack on the train, he was ordered to kill Jack. Sam then fight's Jack, but not to kill him, but to TEST him, to TEST his skills, and that's why he spared Jack on the train even though he could just easily killed him, he just made it look like he's insulting Jack so that his cover won't be blown.After those events, he basically was monitoring Jack's movements throughout the mission to see if he can do something useful. So when Jack was nearing World Marshall Headquarters, he decided to lecture Jack about Jack's cold ways, he made him realize that the cyborgs did not choose being sent into battle. After a big realization, Jack became emotionally unstable, JUST AS SAM PLANNED. Now you may think he just helped World Marshall by weakening Jack, but no, he did that for 2 smart reasons. 1 - To make Jack analyze his past actions, and generally his past. Sam knew that making Jack think deep, will make Jack realize his true nature, who he has been when he grew up, who he has been when he was a child soldier. Sam knew Jack will eventually awaken, and become Jack the Ripper again, which made Jack WAY more powerful! 2 - To make World Marshall think he's helping them. So Jack the Ripper awakens and Sam wanted to fight him, only to be stopped by Monsoon. So Sam leaves with a sort of disappointed face. Now fast forward to Badlands Showdown. This is the ultimate battle between Jack and Sam, and Sam losses. When he falls to the ground, instead of groaning and dying with a defeated face, he smiles and winks at Bladewolf. Bladewolf then insists that he will keep the sword instead, as a reminder of Sam's existence. But the true reason behind Sam's actions are stated below. -He spares Jack on the train because, as I said, he just wanted to test Jack's skill. -He awakens Jack the Ripper so Jack can be more stronger, A LOT stronger. -He finally fights Jack on a duel to the death. -Sam told Wolfy to keep the sword, and he decides what happens next. This event Sam really timed, because he knew Jack was going to Pakistan to rescue the President. The reason Sam set the timer of the lock of his sword to "a few hours" is so because Jack wouldn't use it immediately. And here's the reason. Sam knew Jack was about to face Armstrong, for he knew World Marshall's plans, and he knew that his sword can damage Armstrong. The reason for the timer is if Jack used it immediately, it would've been damaged by the Excelsus or damaged when Armstrong was beating down Jack, Sam knew that would happen because he knows Marshall's plans. He wanted Jack to use the sword at the right time. And the right time is the one on one with Armstrong.So thankfully before Armstrong beats up Jack again, the beeping sound of the unlocked sword woke Wolfy, and thus Wolfy brought it to Jack, and Jack killed Armstrong. JUST AS SAM WANTED IT TO BE. Now you may say, sure you informed us about Sam's perspective but where's the proof that Sam is the main character?" I told you all this so you can better understand the why Sam is the main character. And the Main summary of this is below.. Sam trained Jack to be good enough to kill Armstrong, in the final duel of Sam and Jack, if Sam beats Jack, then he basically enhanced his own skill and thus will attempt to take down Armstrong, but if Jack beats him, he's sure Jack is good enough will give his sword at the right time to help Jack kill Armstrong.He did all these not only to take down World Marshall, but mainly to get REVENGE on Armstrong. That's why the game is titled "Metal Gear Rising: REVENGEANCE" for the game tells the tale of how a former vigilante (Sam) succeeded at taking revenge on someone he wanted to take down. The game tells the tale of Sam's REVENGE on Armstrong. And thus, even though you play as Jack,Jack is just another guy that Sam used to get revenge of Armstrong. And thus, the true story of the game is stated in it's very on title, "REVENGEANCE". The REVENGEANCE of Sam on Armstrong.

Metal Gear Raiden: The Rising of Jack The Ripper

Silent Chill Redux [Relaxing Music from Silent Hill 2 & 3]

My Pitch for Metal Gear Rising: Revengeance 2 (two fan ideas)

so with Konami firing Kojima i have high doubts that we will ever see a good metal gear game again. and this applies to Metal Gear Rising aswell. this blog post will go over two ideas i have for a possible sequel that may never happen (and if it does then i predicted it)

Idea 1: Metal Gear Rising: Gray Fox / Metal Gray Fox
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this idea would be in-between Metal Gear 2: Solid Snake and before Metal Gear Solid. you would play as gray fox. starting with him getting his ass whooped by snake in MG2. then you would be evacuated and fox would get his Iconic Armour. i'm not sure of a story but the gameplay would be a mix between action and stealth as fox's armor was not as developed as raiden's from the first game.
this game would start in 1999 [MG2:SS] and end in 2004 [Right before MGS1]  
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Idea 2: Metal Gear Solid: Rising
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this was originally the idea that became Rising: Revengeance. it would be about Raiden right after the events of MGS2 up until he got his Armour seen in MGS4, you would even fight along side snake. and this game would have a mix of Sword and Gunplay. this game would also dive into raiden's past  [Read below for more info on what this game might be about]

original source is here = https://metalgear.fandom.com/wiki/Raiden

"At some point, Raiden, in large part because of his having to utilize a HF Blade late in the Big Shell Incident, became fascinated with the art of Japanese swordsmanship, training himself with the HF Blade and studying in various Japanese swordsmanship and the samurai code, and even going as far as to watch samurai movies. In addition, largely because of his encounter with the Patriots AIs late into his mission, he also did extensive research on the subject of AIs, and wondered whether the Patriots AIs were actually sentient, or simply programmed to be that way.

After hearing of Rose's miscarriage and subsequent marriage to Roy Campbell, Raiden became despondent. He left Sunny in the care of Otacon and Snake anonymously. Afterwards, he left to wander the Earth. Raiden studied scouting techniques under a Native American shaman living in Alaska, and learned to hunt. He then began work on retrieving Big Boss' remains from the Patriots for the Paradise Lost Army, leading to his capture. As a prisoner, the Patriots used Raiden as a test subject for experiments in exoskeletal enhancement surgery, during which he had his head and spine excised from his body from his lower jaw down and subsequently grafted into an enhanced synthetic body.

With the help of the Paradise Lost Army, Raiden managed to escape his captivity. After undergoing surgery to clear his body of nanomachines and being saved by Drago Pettrovich Madnar, he was successful in reclaiming Big Boss' remains from the Patriots. The enhancements implanted throughout Raiden's body, however, were too severe to allow him to live a normal life again. He chose to disappear from the life of his fiancée" 

MGS 2 PLANT SNEAKING THEME 10 HOUR VERSION

DOOM 3 OST | Main Theme (Hour Loop)